i'd be your beautiful letdown

2007-12-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

loveinherarms.livejournal.com/

goodbye blogger!

2007-12-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

I don't get to sleepover I'm very sad. ):

Oh well so tmr's gonna be Gleneagles with the sa chew couple to visit chick. HAHAHA receptionist at the gynae, you're awesome dawnchick.(: Then hopefully I'll FINALLY get to watch The Tattooist. Quite scary. Cheryl says its very gory and gruesome. Oh and that girl's dictionary of vocab is no bigger than her eraser as well. Hahaha

TMRRRRRRRRRR.(:

Oh look its past twelve. TODAAAAAAY.(:

G'night.

2007-11-29T03:04:00.000+08:00

I. am. okay. I. don't. feel. anything. anymore.

I'm gonna stay up today and not sleep. try not to. for my bestfriend cuz i wanna be an awesome bestfriend too.(:

then i've got camp tmr ah.

2007-11-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired from the chalet. Slept for five hours when i got home and now i cannot sleep anymore. Ah we've got school tmr. andand i have detenshun which totally sucks. ):

Anyway, my new best friend is neopets. I love my damhamsumboi but I like starving it too.(:

2007-11-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER!(:(:(:
but i don't really feel anything. oh well

So, today was a very tiring day. Went over to sasa's after bio to sleep but we ended up watching She's The Man AGAIN. Then we attempted to cook! Haha we tried panfrying gyozas and there was oil splattering all over and we were screaming like mad cows. Hm it was quite hilarious. We shall do it someday again okay, sasa? Hahaha

Then we headed to the new cathay to watch gameplan with chewy and the rest. It was an alright show i guess. The girl was soo cute! ANDAND I NEH KLY.(: We headed to plaza sing after to get presents for mrs cheong and mrs leong. Shopped around for awhile and decided on these froggy and ladybugs massage pillow from Action city. Hah hope they like it.(:

So we walked around a while longer and then headed to wisma to meet Chuanyu. Haha topman shopping was quite funny. "Eh Chuanyu try on these skinnies!" HAHAHAHA! ohoh sasa and i went to the Gap kids section to try on man/boy shirts XXL too. Heh i shall get them the next time i hope they're still on sale.(: And the rest of the time in town was just more shopping for us.

Cabbed down to hollandv and we had awesome japanese barbeque dinner.(: Haha it made me really broke but it was soo good! Hm we shall go there again someday. Went to haagen dazs for dessert with Hannah Luke Shanya Pammy Chuanyu Sasa Chewy. We got a fondue and I got an ice cream named after me.(: HAH

Chalet tmr!! Hm I shall go pack my bag now.(:

p.s I really miss the team.

2007-11-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

IIIIII aaaaaam soooooooo boooorrrreed

Two more days. twooooo moreeeee daaaayss!(:
Haha chalet on wednesday which sounds pretty much exciting. (tsktsk hannah! aren't we like in charge of food?!) sigh. i think we'll end up ordering pizza or something.

I've been having alot of sleepless nights lately. Hit the bed at four ish five and end up waking at two. Life's like that for me now. oh and btw, dictionary.com rules all. Haha thats how you win an argument. ohoh and everybody should listen to Lovedrug because they're so good.(:

You see how bored i am. This whole post is just a constant blabbering of how i feel. No form of thesis statement at all. I think i shld stop already.

ps. hope you will never change.(:

Would you believe me if i told you
That i'm surfacing for just one thieving moment
To steal your heart

2007-11-10T02:05:00.000+08:00

I WENT RUNNING TODAY!(:

wish come trueee. I love my awesome running playlist which consists mainly of The All-American Rejects for some reason i dunno why but i still love it all the same. Haha and thank you friends (not counting Hannah Cheryl and Luke) who ran with me Babs and Pammy!(: Haha what cheer us on at the check points huhhuhhuh. Sigh, what can i say you three are just awesome.

anyway, TODAY WAS THE DAY AGAIN. haha i always cannot bear doing this to you and you know it. so i just give up in the end. and i can't believe we actually came to terms with the fact that we have such a weird relationship. haha but its okay i still like you all the same flen.(:

AH I'M STILL SO BORED.
now i must wait a whole week longer for ghostwhisperer again.
and i hate how the big fat TO BE CONTINUED thing pops out and leaves me hanging.

haha oh well i shld be sleeping soon i have to wake in five hours for last session of tweeshun. YAY i can meet my bukitpanjang buddies again.(:
G'night!

2007-11-08T03:50:00.000+08:00

I was thinking since i haven't uploaded in such a long time. I should post some pictures so you know i've been alive.(:

Birthday.(:

Last day of School.(:

And THIS. Is the man I've been loving lately. MEET ALEX.(:

2007-11-08T03:15:00.000+08:00

I AM SO BORED. dying.

and omg so exciting HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN THREE WEEKS IN ADVANCE.(:
another party coming up at sentosa, i know what to do this time.

Today was alright. Woke at one ish and tried to get to cheryl's house before the meeting ended. failed. miserably. but oh well i still had fun and we did a good deed today.(:

OH SEVEN-OH ELEVEN-OH SEVEN.(:
The sa chew couple will never forget! AH they're so sweet i still cringe when i think about it. We got so many mosquito bites from that one hellufa blood sucker playground, and i was scratching all the way to guthrie while singing fabulous with pammy HAHAHA fun. Then we met Baba and Grace there, hanged a bit, got pizza at donato's with Luke and headed to pammy's. Oh and CHEERUP CHERYL!(: we love you alot.

Wii overload at pammy's. I can't play tennis for nuts la, lost three games to a primary four keed.): Haha then we watched wangleehom's concert dvd thing which was super uber funny cuz half the time we were laughing at him and grace didnt understand shit. Pammy and i were singing damn loudly in chinese like we were in the damn concert. EH i still think hes really talented. All his musical inclinations and he frickin knows stevie wonder and got westlife to perform at his concert. OKAY i gotta stop before people think im some chinese dude junkie cuz CORRECTION: HOT ABC DUDE WITH ABS MUSIC JUNKIE.(: Haha then we left by the long scary route which i still think is pretty romantic(:

AH IM SO BORED. Tmr's deepavali. I meant nothing. Seriously. I was just informing. Haha cheryl wants to celebrate it. Haha i can imagine her going around with a lamp and i wished her luck with aladdin i hope she's feeling better now.(:

I hope i go vivo tmr cuz i need to go topshop shopping!(:(:(:

2007-11-07T01:26:00.000+08:00

omg the damn o's are over!

haha well i mean we still have bio and chem mcq left but well, its just mcq.(:

eh i can't believe i chanced upon yr blog. it was very scary. the whole time i was thinking, OMG are you talking about him.

AHH nono im not supposed to care. I DON'T.

anyway i want a livejournal. but i don't know how. Help, adele?

2007-09-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

i found it, finally. cry your heart out.

2007-09-05T17:33:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling damn troubled. so damnnnn friggin troubled.
but i'm too lazy to feel troubled. no time.

I ALSO DONT KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING OKBYE.

2007-08-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

God if you can hear me out alright
Please take these feelings for him inside.

2007-07-15T18:57:00.000+08:00

apologies, glances and messed up chances

yesterday's party was funzors, but it's gonna be the last time i pwomesee.(: I MUST STARDIES MY ASS-K OFF NOW AND hopefully do well enuff to get into ite. Hee

Photos up when lewke sends.

tongkaarp love

2007-07-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

so you think you're all that now la.

2007-07-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

i feel damn noob. sitting infront of the com counting down til two so i can grab my bag and leave the house. SHOPPING:) ahh heeheehee i miss you, shopping.

wonder if i'll meet anyone today.

grabbed some pickup lines from king's blog. LAUGH YOUR HEART OUT,

Are you the square root of 2? because I feel irrational when I'm around you.

Baby you must be a modulus sign, 'cos whenever you wrap your arms round me i always feel positive.

Whenever I am near you, I undergo anaerobic respiration because you take my breath away.

lafflafflaff.

2007-06-27T02:20:00.000+08:00

Naomi was a teenage girl in a flowered cotton dress, a girl who walked summer afternoons barefoot through that broken perfect light of the woods to the creek. She was a girl who walked the pine-straw littered through the woods, a warm and prickly carpet beneath her, a girl born and raised in that South Carolina light, in a small town on a deepwater creek that led to a harbor that led to the great green sea.

She was a girl, too, blessed once more and forever, though she could not know it those afternoons in summer light so sweet she could taste it one her tongue: once her daddy'd turned his attention to the docks a quarter mile up creek where he'd raft up the Mary Sweet to the other trawlers, this Naomi was a girl who turned her own eyes to the stern of the boat, and to the boy in blue jeans and black rubber boots on the deck back there, hands on his hips, his shirt off and skin brown for this peaceful sun, his hair a kind of sun-drenched brown made light for that sun, his eyes squinted near shut for that sunlight too, him watching her.

Eli. The boy she loved.

Naomi was the girl who gave him the smallest of waves, the boy, her Eli, giving one back, her hand up from his hip and waving just once and then smiling.

And though she could not know it then, his was a smile she would carry with her the rest of the days, and though she could not know it too their hands raised to each other was a pact sealed all the way back then, made with no true notion in their hears they were making it, but making it all the same: you have my heart.

-A Song I knew by Heart

2007-06-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

dammit i really have to stop lying to my mom alrdy. always makes me feel damn bad. ohwell on a lighter note, I HAD STINGRAY TODAY. heeheeeheee and i'm damn fat now. can just feel all the fats wobbling on my stummy:( i need uzapzapzap.

and school's all boring now. i fall asleep in most lessons which really sarks cuz my grades aren't exactly happening. Lol. plus there's nothing to look forward to anytime soon which sarks even more.

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

2007-06-23T02:24:00.000+08:00

so my whole morning was spent playing yetisports (i totally own), and then went down to holland v to meet eunice grace hannah baba. damn sad i lost my favourite mechanical pencil at starbucks =(

I WISH EVERYONE WILL BE HAPPY.

2007-06-22T02:32:00.000+08:00

i got no life la.

i'm like, some lewser.
shld just go kill myself. srsly

neopets.
yetisports, whateveritscalled.

aghhhhh

i miss you missy, come back soon. xx

2007-06-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

i don't care if thats not fair.

2007-06-20T03:15:00.000+08:00

We've been here like, before.

sooo, i'm like damn bored right now. neopets is keeping me alive SHH. ohman i really need to like, start studying and all. STOP IT SHANISE, STOP NEO PETTING PLSPLS. haha ohh it really sounds damn wrong but nvm. NEOPETTING IS THE WAY TO GO.

sucks you always do that. which makes me do this. then it'll be like..

oggay its like latee, three ish in the morning what am i doing here. BYE.

2007-06-20T03:02:00.000+08:00

faved.

2007-06-12T15:54:00.000+08:00

image-heavy post! pictures from src:)

haha all the laughter SUN sweat grossmeoutppl fun friends SUN, but i loveee.

2007-06-11T14:09:00.000+08:00

:(

i miss srcs alrdy. haha no matter how much i hate the sun, having to wake up at such unearthly times and whatsover. but i'm glad it all ended like that:) cuz we were allll happy. and it was like one beeg happy softball family when we took that group photo.

after "victory" dinner with what was left of the team yesterday, son lisa claire lyd erica rah jia and i walked back to the padang. the pretty pretty field:) haha camwhored like crazy and yeah that was probably the last time i'll ever step onto that place again with them. i love them like mad and i can never ever imagine not being friends or teammates with them anymore. ah shit totally reliving post nats emo-shyte but this time its for real. :(

photos up soon when son and erica actually start sending em haha.

You know you’re stunning
You’re absolutely stunning
And I’m running always running
And now I’m crying
It’s only cause I’m caring
And if you were more daring
Maybe you’d stop staring
And come over and talk to me
Tell me bout how you’ve been waiting so patiently
And how you tried but I just turned away
And I’ll say yeah well you know,
I’m shy that way.

My dearest fats says that this song is meant for Sai.

2007-06-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

I shall name today THE NASTY PAMEE PICHAAZ DAY:)

hahahahhaha! i love you pamee!:)

OH and happy birthday char!!

damn sad i think this is the only picture i have with you which was taken in like sec two. :( and i look fugly. haha ahh i love you char:) happyhappybirthday!

2007-05-31T18:58:00.000+08:00

BLG

2007-04-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

PFTTTTTTTTTT.

hahaha it sounds like i'm going pfttt but i'm actually saying PEEEE EFFFF TEEEE. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
okay, there's something terribly wrong with me right now. so just ignore or whatever. haha.

so anyway, GOLD:)

for five items that is. haha stupid annoying shitzzz happened after that which made me sooooo annoyed. it was fun actually, but ANNOYING. Cuzzz some old women and men can be such a bitch sometimes, stupid lah. hateyouhateyouhateyou.

dammit
I MISS SOFTBALL.
or rather, i miss the team.

2007-04-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

i still love you.

2007-04-06T17:34:00.000+08:00

I'm still feeling very sore about this.

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I never thought i'd say this, but you guys mean the world.

Mg softball 2004-2007

and for the many other 0504's to come :)

2007-03-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH!

This whole weeks been farty. I swear my brain has to start functioning normally again

I cried a tear for nobody but you
but do you love me, thats worth knowing

2007-03-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

I was just reading Wen's post on her First Crush and omgzzz its so damn sweet! Why's it that I can hardly remember anything about my kindee days :(

Ahhh training later dammit. Pleasepleaseplease let us run the takeover style, It's so much more bearable ah pleaseee! And just DO NOT RAIN AGAIN. Dear weather, I know you have something against us but you have got to stop raining on our training days. Thankyou :) Love, thewholeteam

I'll be waiting

2007-03-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday turned out sosoo well RIGHT? Yay I hope you had fun dearest Sasa :)

Listening to emo songs by the waterfront with Cheryl.

BAAAAAAD IDEA

2007-03-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

Omgzzz I'm so excited! I bet you thought I forgot all about you but NOOO! Its a surprise!:) I'm sorry I can't even wish you at twelve midnight but its fun that way RIGHT? Haha you'll see tmr, I hope you don't hate me til then =/ Ahhhh so exciting

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HAPPY SWEETSIXTEENTH SASA!<3

Haha thank you Vanessa Leung Su Min for all the laughter, tears and shitzz for all the times we spend just hanging at your house watching dvds, killing mangoes, neighbour watching (Ehh black merc black merc! HAHAHA) allllllllll that was a wesome fun RIGHT? But yes o-levels this year sadly, but we must still study together alright? Lubchuuus girl<3

ps keep up with the ~~pregnant woman~~ glow :D

xoxo, shan

2007-03-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

I hate how you're talking to me and how you act like everything's cool. But it's not and you know it, and I know it and everyone knows it. This is all bullshit la seriously DON'T TELL ME ITS OKAY CUZ ITS NOT, YOU ASSHOLE

Dammit my Friday nights gotta stop being so bad. Y'know what maybe i shld just stay home next Friday. I mean like what can happen at home right? HAHA OKAYY GOOD.

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Oh and yeah hannah and grace are leaving tmr :( I don't wanna spend a week apart from you ahhh LUBCHUUS<3

2007-03-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

I feel terrible.

Dear Peter Pan,

Meet me at my window now.

xoxo

2007-03-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

I HATE CHINESE hate chinese HATEEE CHINESEEE.

ahh i'm tired.

TEE-KAY-GEE-ASS match tmr! We shall break records and thrash yeahh? GO MGSOFTBALL :) haha i'm starting to love the team so much i know i'll miss this feeling.

This night's a perfect shade of dark blue, dark blue

2007-03-04T01:54:00.000+08:00

All my thoughts, they lead back to you
Back to what was never said.

2007-02-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

HEY I'm like watchin the island now and its so thrilling my heart's beating so fast i just had to stop and blog for awhile HAHAHA. k anyway, i've been so stressed out with tests and everything lately and nats are like coming up and you being such an assss isn't helping me out very much here either.

Ohwellllls on a lighter note meet my new crush,

AHHHHHHHH it's so hottt! OWHOTHOTHOT! okayyy i have to chill. BUT SERIOUSLY, its damn hot right. Dang, I want it like so frickin bad ): But then again right, i never get anything i want so wth. OKAYYY I'm going back to The Island now and tuition homework BYEEEEEEEEEE!

Somewhere someone's finding happiness
While I'm still here so hung up on you.

2007-02-15T16:20:00.000+08:00

my phone's switched off. and so is hannah's.

WE ARE SO COOL

2007-02-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

VALENTINES DAY is nothing but evil. seriously

I DON'T FEEL NO LOVE AT ALL and i'm so stressed out by the presents. and broke too ):
i promise i'll keep to my deal eunice and YOU OWE ME A FRICKIN DRINK DEAR.

haaha on a lighter note, ikea with hannah and eunice was so fun today! ~~eunice~~ FATBOY was like rolling the trolley like a little keeeed i could just imagine her crashing into a whole row of stuff. Then we had meatballs and CHOCOLATE MOUSSE oh and i forgot! THERE WAS STINGRAY during recess today i was soo happy i screamed so much hahaa

MIDNIGHT/ its valentines FEEL THE HATE, YO

youlovemeyoulovemenot

2007-02-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

seriously, wtf is wrong with you.

argh i don't think i could feel any worse right now =/

k anyway life has been very bad and today was just one of those days yknow? and the person i was supposed to die with didn't turn up today so i can't die just yet.. which just sucks even more. mhmm i could so get used to this

HAHA ohman i'm making it sound like hannah's the cause of my misery or sthin OHWELLS you're not girl!(:

you're still the voice inside my head

2007-02-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

I try to let it out...
I bitch, I cry, moan, whine, scream and shout today,
I'm sick of always cryin'
I don't wanna be sick of trying,
but you've gotta want me too.

I FEEL LIKE SHITZZZ MAN

2006-12-27T18:23:00.000+08:00

hahaha omgggggggggggggggggg YES! finally. alright i know i've not been blogging but thats cuz my com hates blogger and thats why i'm over at cheryl's to blog :) haha nah just keeding. we're here to STUDY. supposedly..

Hmmm i'll probably change to xanga soon, if i can ever figure it out that is. HAHA. Anyways here are some pictures we took at cheryl's :) and some other random ones. walao now blogger hates cheryl's com too cuz they wun allow me to upload rah. BYEBYEBYBEYBYE.

2006-11-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

There was a blind boy who used to hate everyone.
except his girlfriend.

he always used to say that i'll marry you if i could see.

suddenly one day someone donated the eyes.

when he saw his girl friend he was astonished to see that she was also BLIND.

his girl friend then asked will you marry me NOW? surprisingly. he simply refused.

his girl friend took her own life after writing a letter saying:

" just take good care of MY eyes "

love means sacrifice.so think before falling in love.

Yeah I know right, this is so sad ): I guess jing's right. They just aren't worth it. HAHAHA. Boys are dumb. I can just so imagine that statement on a David and Goliath top.

Anyhows I had training today which was pretty alright and I laughed so much. Mmhmm I've been laughing alot lately HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

Ohbummer. Tuition tmr and I haven't done my work at all. Forget it I shall go finish reading my storybook haha I love it so much I wish it never ends. And I'm so determined to have a bestfriend of the opposite sex since reallyreally young like grow up together and hang and all even after we're really old BUT i can't cos i'm already fifteen :( SO.... I shall force my child to have that bestfriend. No matter how much she/he hates her/him HAHAHA. It'll probably be Hannah's child since she wants the same thing. Ohman It'll be really funny if we both give birth to like the same sex. AHHHHHHHHHH I'm out.

2006-11-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

okay this is just my temporary layout cos i found this really pretty one but i theres sthin wrong with the codes and i can never seem to be able to figure em out. haha. and all my previous posts appear pretty screwed here ohhhhhhhwell.

2006-11-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

omgggggggggggggg.

My friends are so weird. Seriously. ALL THE PROPAGANDAS THEY COME UP WITH HAHAHA. But what to do, I've got freaks as friends =/

Anyway, moving on from such a depressing subject (haha), I watched step up today and it really wasn't as nice as I imagined it to be. Mmhmm disappointing in fact but hell watching channing tatum for two hours was good enuff. And today I totally relived my childhood haha, totally.(:

"We can keep it a hush now"

2006-11-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

You're a bitch, but I love you anyway

Oh yes! I'm finally back from softball camp(: hahaha.

It was..... well i shan't say much, but at least I know for a fact now that I can do a good job babysitting or be a maid when I grow up hahaha.

More photos from Penang!(:

haha omg this is the freakiest photo! You see that guy in the middle who popped his head out from nowhere? He's like our STALKER. He stalked us for the whole trip and he's so weirrrrrrrrrd omg =/

rah i'm tired. G'night blooooops!

2006-11-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

I remember so long ago, see I felt that same way

A day late-Anberlin

omg go listen, the lyrics mean everything.

2006-11-10T16:51:00.000+08:00

Hullooooooooooooooooooooo!

Alrightey, PENANG TRIP PENANG TRIP!! Haha it was definitely awesome alright in fact, I kinda miss it already.

Mannnnnn we shopped so much I felt kinda sick of shopping already. No more shopping for me till a longlong time.. I guess? The nightmarket there was so scary I tell you. Cheryl and I were at this shop and we wanted to get this Mr Bean pyjamas for Cherlyn and that guy was being such a jikopek(sp) please

Guy: Eh you all very pretty leh where're you from?

-Cheryl and I stares at each other damn freaked out.

Shanise: UHHHHHHHHH..We're from CHINA!
Guy: Aiyo, don't bluffbluff laaaa
Cheryl: No, really! We're from HONGKONG.

Then we grabbed our stuff and ran away.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Haha well, at least we got to hone our bargaining skills. And Cheryl's pro I swear.

Anddddddddd.. I made so many new friends! Haha and they're all damn smart luh, all the scholars andand guess what? I GOT THEIR NUMBERS. Heh now, I'm gonna be as smart as them :)

Pictures!

I miss you already SANDRA YAP SZE HWUI(sp?) !

More pictures when everyone else sends them over! Till then.

2006-11-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

WHOOOHOOOOOO!! I'M BACK :)

It was fun, really. But I'm tired and all so I guess I'll blog about it tomorrow?

Till thennnnnn PEACE OUT.

2006-11-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

EVERYONES GONEEEEEEEEE!! :(

rah I'm lonely

~~and i miss you~~

2006-10-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

I had beehoon for breakfast! YUMMYYYYYYY(:

Gah. I should seriously get down to studying for my chinese man. I haven't even touched my book or spoke a single word of it ever since..? Haha anyway, I had a helluva time yesterday at Sonia's birthday party. We seriously ate alottttt! Like really ALOT. I bet I put on like ten kilos la haha. And her mummy taught us how to stand up after we eat so that peristalsis can occur in our bodies more easily, so you could see like all of us standing around the dining table watching tveee hahaha! Then we played monopoly, softball, swam around aimlessly (and I had to pretend to be chinese malay so I won't get scolded for wearing my shirt), dancedance revolution anddddd.. I FORGOT. Blah I still haven't got Sonia her present :( Howwwww? I'll probably pass it to her when I send her off on Tuesday, but problem is I don't even know what to get her. ):

Hiiiiiiii Cheryl dear :) I'm talking to you now. And I've got stuff to tell you, but another day perhaps? Haha I still love you<3

Alright this is what I'll be doing for the rest of the week,

Monday:Go for o-levels in the morning. Hang at Sa's and get photos!
Tuesday: Change passport and send ppl off at the airport.
Wednesday: Hang with Cheryl perhaps? She's the only one left ): haha
Thursday: A prime with Cheryl! How exciting.
Friday: Byebye! :D

Okay, life is pretty mundane now. Someone, please come in.

I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing,
I'm not missing you.

2006-10-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast day of school baby! :)

We just camwhored around school today with the weirdest poses and things. Haha how fun right? Then I had to have stuuuuupid hcl :( Spoil all the fun. Omg. I really can't stand chinese lessons now cos its so frikkin boring and I ALWAYS fall asleep and my laoshi will just go "Xuan ni ah, ni bu yao cai shui jiao le! Ni zheng tian shui shui shui! Ni zhuo tian zuo she me?!" (Shanise stop sleeping! You whole day sleep sleep sleep! What did you do last night?!) Like wtp?! She's like asking the obvious. I stayed up late lastnight to complete that whole stack of homework she gave us, and it's not my fault her lessons are so boring right?! urghasdfghjkl;

Then we had the Macbeth performance which was so hilarious haha. And stupid vanessa said I think the Macbeth guy's hot?! And she was the one taking photos of him like crazy. Haha now loooooook who's talkin girl. After that was this eating disorder talk which was so pointless cos hardly anyone was listening. Post-exams suck so much now.

After school was the fun part hahaha. BOUNCER OUTING!! haha sexy. I miss our bouncer outings so much alright. Haven't had one in such a long time and we really ate and ate and bitched and bitched like mad. :D

and we stood there laughing and tried to imitate their dance moves! Total disgrace. Haha then we kinda played "hide and seek" with Grace but there wasn't really the seek part cos me and eunice just started hiding. Haha cheappppothrill. And guess whatttttttttt? My mummy chik came to join us for lunchhhhh! Haha she pon school again luh. Lousy mummy, but i still love you! Andand I want our ppg outing nawhrrrrrrrrr :D

Okayyyyyy life's so good now! I guess. haha oh heck. I kinda got bored of wei xiao pasta cos it's all chinese so I decided to watch Goong AGAIN! :) Damnnnnn, the girl's so pretty I can't stand it

Hahahahahahaha! Okay, no one's gonna know why I'm laughing ;)

Alright, off to watch my drahmaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhssss now! Cyahhh

2006-10-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOO!

Alright, its been forever since i've blogged and i've probably lost my touch at it already. ohwells haha.
Anyhows, i'm FREEEEEEEE :) No more exams, cipthingo and concertcrap! But somehow, I just feel worse cos there's nthin much to keep me occupied now so my thoughts kinda strayyy again. BLEAH :( I guess, I'll start studying for my o's soon. Ha how exciting.

What i'd like to say is that staying friends is okay.
same time tomorrow when i wake up,will the violins be playing?
Because it's all so crazy now
It's all so_____ up now.

2006-09-28T17:23:00.000+08:00

These thoughts run through my head
over and over

Complaints of become my only friends.

2006-09-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hey Ho Hey Ho Hey Ho!!

I havent updated in 9876543210days man. Haha i'm considering going on hiatus since the exams are drawing near. Andand i'm so stressed up with logistics stuff :( Wth did i volunteer to be the Cip rep in the first place?! WHYOHWHYYY ?! Haha and all the names of the plugs i have to remember and whichever connects with whatever for Mgrocs concert?! ZOMG someone kill me NOW.

Ohoh i almost forgot haha,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXCHEW! :)

Okay, i've decided. Hiatus till exams are over. I promise i wun blog or come here at all. If you see me, SHOOT ME.

2006-09-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!! :)

Haha oh how wonderful, I spent my 15th birthday with my bio textbook =x zomgofshsdkgmj ?! blah ohwells i shall talk about yesterday since it was DA BOMBBBBB!!

So the day started off with me waking up at five to go jogging with hannahlee. From maplewoods all the way to Allsworth park. I know it sounds crazy and all, but we just had to prove to sa and cheryl and all that WE COULD WAKEUP. Haha met up with alex then sa's daddy drove us back to hannah's house OOH THANKYOU UNCLE! :) And i supposedly took very long to bathe (i did not!) while they made brownies. Haha and we played around with ruthanne and had a veryveryvery hard time figuring out the name of the game she was playing. Heh until we realised we were going to be late when everyone called to tell us they were reaching. So hannahs mummy offered to give us a lift to town cos she was going to paragon OOH THANKYOU AUNTIE! :) Then we met zhijing peter cheryl at lido to catch "the devil wears prada (prata!!)". I shan't elaborate on the situation there when we first got up the escalator cos it was haha indescribable(?!). The movie was prettygood and i must say, Meryl Streep looked really good and forbidding considering her age and Adrain Grenier was just pure eyecandy(!!) Rightright vanessa? hahaha

Andand after the movie, we headed to wheelocks for sakaesushi! Haha we had hannah's brownies which were totally yummylicious, but her attempt at lighting the candle was just hilarious! She stroked the match, lit the first candle, then the second and after the last one she blew hoping to extinguish the match, but all the candles ceased fire too. HAHAHAHA! It was simply hilarious i tell you. Darn, we should have videoed it haha. Then we headed to fareast plaza to watch some guitarorchestra thingo from acsi which totally bored me and zhijing to tears so we left. Sorry! Haha we decided to go back to lido to search for peterwangs wallet cos he was so poorthing. We couldn't find it so we decided to report to the lostandfound but his name was already there and we realised it was a frikkin Braun Buffel wallet! Haha ohman i really hope he does get it back =/ Then we sat around at lido for awhile and decided to watch Forbidden Siren. "Zomgosh, DON'T EVER WATCH THAT SHOW PLEASEE. The plot's really really really stupidddd but the good thing is that it's really scary. The three of us literally screamed for about 2 whole minutes when the guy's face suddenly popped out :/ We wanted to burst out laughing at the scary parts, but we couldn't really bring ourselves to do it cause it was too scary. Heh. So the three of us were literally hugging one another and fighting over Hannah's teddy throughout the movie. Ohoh the movie's pretty boring actually, cause the three of us were falling asleep half the time but we didn't dare to, in case some ghosty thingo suddenly popped out again. Yesyesyes, it was a tiring movie but funfunfun still ! :D" Haha that part was ripped from adele's blog cos i couldn't really put what i felt down to words.

Had dinner at pepperlunch and it was fun mixingup my own dinner. Hahaha

Thankyouverymuch (in no random order),

Dawn Chik
Mummyyy! Haha whos been counting down all the days for me and calling to wish me. Thankyou dawn chick for always being there and for that great shoutout on your blog. You've been a great friend (and mother), who never fails to turn that sad face upside down for me too. SAYSAYSAY " Dawn chik xiao ling has a naggy mum, she nags she nags she nags.."

Adele Ng
BESTIEEE!! Haha thanks for initiating once again :) I had a really fun time with you yesterday and i hope you did too! All the squeezing of hands, snatching of bears and attempts to laugh at the scary parts which obviously failed terribly. Haha thanks for being such a fantabulous bestie throughout these three years of my secondary life. ILOVEYOUTOO! :)

Vanessa Leung
HUSBAND!!<3 Thanks for marrying me and bearing us a not so adorable son hahaha. Andand for the present cos ILOVEITTOBITS, although i walked around almost hitting everyone who walked past me with it. And although i've only got to know you so much better this year, i thank God for having such a greattttt friend like you in my life too. CHEW ON GIRL! ;)

Hannah Lee
Haha my dear son whos in denial of being a boy and has a gaycrush on Pete Wentz! Thanks for all the great times we spent just hanging out together and being the main contributor to my abs. And i'm still jealous, you "SEXYTHANG ?!" haha I HATECHUU not! BANG.

Cheryl Ng
Haha my dearest les partner whos so caught up with her obsession of pink! Thanks for all the attempts to cheer me up at late nights when my emoness surfaces. Thanks for never failing to make me laugh with your oh-so-ever-funny jokes! I love you so much dear, and i'm sure you know that. And i'm so glad to have a friend like you whom i know will always and forever be there for me! Don't eat clams anymore aiteee?

Lim Zhijing
Jingggggg! Haha thanks for being always there for me, literally. You're like always ready to go out with me and wasting time "studying" together. And sorry, for always burning a fugly hole in your pocket and not getting angry no matter how much i insult you =/ haha I KNOW YOU LOVE ME JING, COS I DO TOOOO!!

andand Alex (HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!), Clariii, Elaine, Eunicelau, Ericalim, Gerann, Graceaik, Jiahui, Peterwang, Raymond, Sarah, Valarie, Vernon, Marclee, MerryChristmas(?) and whoever else i've missed out for wishing me :) THANKYOU GUYS!!

2006-09-07T16:36:00.000+08:00

I'M JUST SO SUPERRR GLAD EVERYTHINGS COOL NOW BETWEEN EVERYONE AND ALLOFUS!! :)

Bestieee!!, thanks for initiating and making everything just FINE again. That would be the bestestttt birthday present for me if you didn't realise. Haha and i'm really happy that you straightened out your thoughts and went through everything that God placed in your life to test you. I LOVE YOU SOSO VERY MUCH BESTIEE<3

And as for you, I don't know what to say anymore. I don't even know what to answer when my friends go "Oh so hows you and _____?"

Was it fate that brought us here
My mistakes I made in fear
Is it too late to change my mind?
Who have I been?

Stepping back to where I used to be,
Incomplete and helpless so it seems.
It falls like a wall,
And it's hard to see.
It's feelings' meanings.
I start my car and drive 'til I found ~~peace.~~

ZOMG. Enuff of the empcrap shaniseho, it's your birthday gathering tommorow!! andand i'm going to be enjoying it with or without you. Haha i'm so excited! ALL OF MY BESTGIRLFRIENDS GONNA BE WITH ME :)

I'm so thankful for everything God's done in my life, really. I never realised how important my friends were to me until He took some away. And looking back, all the friends i've lost? Countless. But i know, he gives and takes away and although some friends i've probably hurt too much to reconcile with, I hope, someday it just may happen through His love for me.

Tataaaa!

2006-09-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

You Are 12% Healthy

Your diet is freakishly unhealthy. It's amazing you're still alive!Stop subsisting on white bread and candy - and consider eating a vegetable once in a while.

How Healthy Is Your Diet?

Now i know why the "diets" NEVERRRRRR work for me ): haha ohwells i bet hannah and cheryl's are supergood cos they're still going strong at it ;) DIETS ~~FOR YOU~~ JUST SUCK

I'm starting to really feel the stress for eoys coming along. But somehow, I just refuse to start mugging ): BLEAH. Maybe zhijing's right. I AM DENYING TO GET INTO THE STUDYING MOOD. But i just have to get through this phase and everything will be justttttttt fine. Ohwells at least till before the O's come i guess :/ bah

2006-09-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Zhijing is your soulmate.

You truly love Dawn .

You consider Cheryl your true friend.

You know that Eunice is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Grace for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Hannahlee is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Vanessa is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that dork is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that dork changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Adele is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Adele has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Zhijing: Yeah definately. I tell her almost everything. Rightright? :) haha

Dawn: SEEEEEEEEE. Yes, i truly love you mummy! (I have a weird fetish for monsters you see) HAHAHA!

Cheryl: eeeeeeeee! HER?!?! haha kidding! I love you dear. My truestbestest friend<3

Eunice: ZOMG. laupok?! Erm sorry, but i'm straight okay. haaa!

Grace: haha i will? ohyeah as my fellow sun-loving friend eh? ;) Hahaha

Hannahlee: Ohdamn. You noticed. haha

Vanessa: Haha YESHHH! with her pregnant woman glowww :D seeee, it's proven. hur

Dork: ~~haha i feel more for the second line.~~

Adele: Shy? Unconfrontational?! SONOTTT. My bestie is so scandalous man. Hidden internet romance and you didn't tell me about it? hahaha

Ohgod. I feel terrible. My head's aching like mad after talking to cheryl.

2006-09-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

You Are Oscar the Grouch

Grumpy and grouchy, you aren't just pessimistic. You revel in your pessimism.

You are usually feeling: Unhappy. Unless it's rainy outside, and even then you know the foul weather won't last.

You are famous for: Being mean yet loveable. And you hate the loveable part.

How you live your life: As a slob. But it's not repelling as many people as you'd like!

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

Haha actually this is kinda true cos i've been really grumpy and all recently. And i am a SLOB yes i know. Haha but wth i so do not hate the loveable part. Trust me. Ohmyyy i was praying so hard while doing this that i wouldn't turn out a COOKIE MONSTER and thankgod i didn't. BUT I DID GET IT FOR DAWN AND I'M SURE SHE'LL LOVE IT<3

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.
You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.

You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking

How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

Hey! They forgot to mention the part where cookiemonsters are traditional and stewpete HAHAHA! Hur dawnchik is SOOO gonna kill me. Ahwells :)

Ohdear i'm really addicted to these quizzes thingo. Haha i shall do one on every post :D

And i'm eating these garlic peanuts which are reallyreally yummy! haha damn nice nuhts.

Okay goodbye!

2006-09-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Haha hellooo!

Ohoh i shall upload the photos we took during teachers day celebrations. Thanks cheryl for sending them!

me and cheryl

me and hannah-boonana!

me elvina pamms hannah and dee!

YEAHHH BABY! A photo of zhijing finally :) Although it's only half of her face, it's the best i've got okay. haha CLASSIC man.

me sa hannah<3

Ohnooo! I realised, up til now we still don't have a photo of four of us ): BLEAH. But ah cheryl promised we would take one on wednesday during chem remedial! :) HAHA YAYYEE!

Eh no, actually we do have one during obs. But since dawn wants to join i shall upload the one of FIVE OF US. haha YAYYYEE! :)

eeeeeeeeeeeeee! I look horriblyforriblygobbily bad in that photo. But heck, it's the five of us and ILOVEIT<3

Ohdear i have to go do aprime work now! Bleah ):

Goodbye!

2006-09-01T17:32:00.000+08:00

Friday, September 01, 2006

Now, you've got me thinking.
I was talking about it with zhijing and hannah. And even they could tell, so why can't i? Okay maybe i can. But i just refuse to believe. SO ARE YOU OR NOT? yes, no maybe so.

I know the truth and it mocks me.

The way i do by Marcos Hernandez is the saddest song in the wholewholewideworld i swear. And yet, it's on playback. That just explained everything.

{edit}

Ohmyyy, i was stuck in emoworld just now. haha but i recovered. YAY ME :)

Nonsense poem

My drink started to stink
my dumpling was crumpling,

my bread was turning red,
my peas began to sneeze.

Faster and faster
faster and faster,
we were heading for dinner disaster.

My eggs were growing legs
my beans were wearing jeans
my pie winked its eye
my rice was chasing mice.

At half past five, my dinner was alive!
At half past eight so was my plate.
And at the end of the day my dinner ran away.

No more dinner no more dinner,
this happens everyday and i'm getting thinner.
Thinner and thinner
thinner and thinner
that is because,
my dinner runs away almost everyday!

I GOTTA STAY FLYYYYYYYYYYYY :)

2006-08-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

ITS QUIZZZ TIME BABY!

1) You want a crush to think that you're:
Cute
Bold
Funny
Smart
Mysterious

2) Ohmygod! When you see your crush, you get:
Sweaty
Clumsy
Nauseous
Tongue-tied
The heck out of there (so true!)

3) What does it take to capture your heart?
Kindness
Persistence
Laughs
Hotness
Gifts

4) And what catches your eye?
Smarts
Looks
Muscles
Shiny things (?!)

5) Who gets your heart pounding more?
Chad Michael Murray (uhm, pamee will kill me haha)
Ashton Kutcher
Orlando Bloom
Jake Gyllenhaal
Mekhi Phifer ( haha definitely. He's black.)

6) Most of the time, you've got your eye on:
The future
The present
The sale racks at the mall (!!)
The Homecoming crown
The cute student

7) Guys look hottest in:
A uniform
A bathing suit (ooh! you never know what i'm thinking ha)
A suit
A t-shirt and jeans

8) You'd never date a guy who wasn't:
Creative
Independent
Driven
Responsible
Hot

Oh, how superficial. haha

9) What color are your eyes?
Green
Blue
Brown
Hazel

THEY'RE BLACK.

10) You'd most love a boyfriend who:
Opens my car door
Compliments my outfit (oh, that's real sweet)
Cooks me dinner
Kisses me passionately (i wish)

11) If your crush made it big some day, he'd be a famous:
CEO
NFL star
Comedian (HAHA!)
Doctor
Actor

12) You want a guy who can:
Impress my parents
Tear up the dance floor
Take me on an adventure
Make me laugh (HAHAHA!)
Keep it real

13) Date night! What kind of movie do you pick?
A comedy
A drama
A thriller (oh then i'll cuddle up in his arms and he'll protect me! hur)
A classic (ohmy, i'll fall asleep luh)
A romantic comedy

14) You hope your crush is:
A fall fling
The prom king
The real thing

Shanise, your crush is the Class Clown.

Seriously forks. Only a guy with a great sense of humor stands a chance of making it as your fun-loving sweetie. With a funny and cute guy to crush on, things will definitely put a smile on your face. Even when attending mandatory student assemblies and classes that last for days, you're a girl with an active mind and funny bone. Thankfully, your new crush should liven up even the dullest of moments. Maybe he's cracking jokes in History class, writing witty pieces for the newspaper, or hamming it up in the lunchroom. Wherever you find him, you'll be in for an entertaining year!

The only reason i'm doing this is because i'm sad. Reason being, Joakim got out. Ugh, and i missed it cos i was out. The minute i came home i rushed to switch the teevee on and they were showing the video clip of his si journey already. I was sososo sad and shocked. Okay, maybe not shocked cos i kinda expected it with all the remarks about him but still i didn't want it to happen! ): Haha and grace was so funny.

Grace: Shan, are you alright?
Shanise: Huh what do you mean? UGHUGH ZOMG HE GOT OUT!
Grace: Yeah that.
Shanise: Oh, yeah but i'm just damn sad.
Grace: Haha okay i just called to check if you were fine.
Shanise: NONONONAWHHH IM NOT. I'm gonna jump off the building now.

andand eunice messaged me too,

Eunice: Shan, don't worry at least joakim left with his best improved performance(: I'm proud of him too.

Haha it was real nice of her to say that knowing she's a diehard fan of jonathon aswell. Haha thanks babe :)

I WANNA MARRY MY STALKERRRRRRRRR :)

2006-08-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

POOOP.

As ruyee said, chinese class was surprisingly FUN today. Due to the somewhat interesting company of nanjie and ruyee. Heh we even won the suo duan cang wen(?!) competition thingo and laoshi gave us this cheapo ring as prize which im pretty sure she bought from the pasar malam. Haha. Heh somehow, chinese and fun seems like an oxymoron. Oh and speaking of oxymoron, cheryl made the 'funniest statement of her life' on it.

Cheryl: An oxymoron.. is a moron who breathes in oxygen.

ZOMG I ACTUALLY LAUGHED AT CHERYL'S JOKE. ohmyyyyy, the world is coming to an end. haha
And rehearsal for teacher's day today sucked. I just stood up there like a noob cos we haven't got the jingles yet.
lalala :D

Okay, i have to go study for ss test now. LAST TEST OF THE WEEK. YESSSSSH! GO SHANHO :)

Ohno i think my outfit for teacher's day sucks. And worse still, i don't have shoes to go with it ): BLEAH
Ohdear commendation awards tomorrow. Haha i hope i dun get caught falling asleep again =/

2006-08-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

ZOMGGGG

Kids Central Live! -Super-sized Action Jam
31 August-3 September 2006
Singapore Indoor Stadium

YAYYYYYEEEEEEE lets go for it! Yesyes? Theres gonna be Batman, Justice League Girl Power, Looney Tunes and someones ohsoever favourite TeenTitans! haha. And i think the Singapore Idols will be there. AHHH JOAKIM -faints

I don't understand how someone will ever wanna miss something so funfunfun. Moreover, the only person that seems interested for now is zhijing. But then again, that girl has a deprived childhood so it isn't really counted. hur. OHMYYYYYYY SO FUNNN :)

i need to relive my childhood.

Y'know im already missing you like nuhts though the last time i talked to you was half an hour ago. I'm kinda afraid that you're using me again. But if this makes me happy for now, then why not right? You'll just leave me when you get her back. I bet you don't know I KNOW. ha ahwells enuff of the emocrap.

BTTB! (back to the books)

2006-08-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

The rehearsal for commendation awards was really boring today. Haha but it actually wasn't that bad cos i had sonia and rah next to me:) Oh, how contradictive. Anyhows ZOMG the most embarrassing thing happened to me. I was really sleepy and i couldn't help it so i dozed off for awhile when mrs chan was talking about the seating plans. and i really meant doze off okay. I hardly even closed my eyes for five seconds before,

Mrs chan: Shanise, I think it's time for you to wake up already.

I practically jumped up from my seat to find the whole auditorium of four hundred over people laughing at me. It was sososo embarrassing luh. I was like desperately trying to bury my head somewhere. BLEAH

Then after the whole thing, I went to kap with sa and hannah and we ate and ate and ate. Ohmy, i think i'm starting to get really fat at all the wrong places. No matter how many alternate v mans, crunches and recesses i skip, my fats don't seem to go away. BLEAH I WANT ABS, MAKE ME LAUGH ): hahaha!

Oh and i can't believe all of this time you had me thinking,
Thinking you would call me late at night
knowing damn well you wouldnt do it
Telling me i was still on your mind
I dont know why you had to put me through it,
and i'm thinking i'm still livin for your love.
It was all over and you knew it
Although its gonna be hard to let this go,
Boy, this is something i gotta do.

2006-08-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

After days and days of continuous mugging, only to find out i'm gonna fail both history and lit. Bleah
I should never have brought peace/dumbo/big ears,whatever for the tests. haha it was supposed to watch over me but it didn't! It even made hannah fail her chinese test. ohnononono I HATECHUUU ):

School was pretty fine today(other than the tests). All thanks to_______and her stomachflu, we had a whole free period so I went to the library with wensi and suetyen. Ohman we had so much fun and i even made friends with the librarian luh. Hahaha!

Sabbaticals so made my day tew. They were showing us this video on previous trips, and the music was so damn corny we couldn't stop laughing! Ohmyyy, all the fun with sonia adele jilly and choey :) CAN'T WAITTTTT! But the only problem is that I don't take frikkin geography and physics and all they're gonna do there is visit volcanoes and measure depth of the river or something. Ohwells, i'm sure it's still gonna be really fun with my friends :)

joakimis hottt and he sings well. Nothing aint gonna change my mind about that.

{edit}

YAYYYYYYYEEE! :D
Joakim got through again. Bummers, my heart skipped a beat when I realised it was just him and nurul left onstage. Haha how i look forward to seeing him everyweek okay. I can't imagine him getting out. Then i wouldn't have anything to look forward to anymore! ZOMG. Ugh I can't stand it when people criticise him and don't realise the fact that he's trying as hard to stay in the competition and it really isn't up to him to say if he's in or not right? But it really is kinda sad that nurul got out. Ahwells, all the things i'm gonna hear in school tommorow :)

ta!

2006-08-22T21:25:00.001+08:00

You make me feel ~~helpless~~. But it's all going to stop, I PROMISE.
I'm going to let go, let go of it once and for all.

Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It would been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes,
she didn't even have time to cry
she was so scared she threw her hands up in the air

And for the first time in a long time,
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way I've been living my life,
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel, Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go, so give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel.

2006-08-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM ZHIJING!<3

I can't believe i almost forgot your birthday poop. And you didn't remind me yesterday! ): So it ain't entirely my fault aite? haha. But i guess this makes up for it enuff :)

I love limzhijing sososo much<3 Since sec one, it's been three years of friendship with you woman. Haha and my birthday wish for you this year would probably be that you'd get your female hormones back soon. (Even your dog's hornier than you are!) okay shhh, inside joke. lalala :D And it's not like i've never been through rough spots with you, but that just made us closer didn't it? At least we aren't fighting that much anymore (besides during history lessons when you poke me and make me scream and get scolded by mrs ng). Bleah. But to round it all up, Lim Zhijing is a fantabulous friend and no one, I repeat NO ONE steals her away from meee. :) And did I mention, I LOVE LIM ZHIJING?

Okay, i shan't write anymore cos this post is specially dedicated to her<3
ta!

2006-08-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

I do realise how screwed i am for eoys. But i'm glad how realisation hit me so early this year, unlike LAST YEAR. I'm not gonna let history repeat itself, ever again. So screw off punk.

Today started kinda good besides the fact that I had to wake up really early for the mgrocsconcert meeting. Haha. Met zhijing at kap busstop for breakfast. But the craving just had to surface at that time, THAT crave for ICEBLENDEDMOCHA. it was simply irresistable. So we bused down to guthrie to satisfy it. Shanise is a happygirl when her cravings get satisfied. :) So, SATISFY ME.

The meeting actually turned out to be kinda fun with zhijing. To think I was dreading it in the morning. heh. We came up with loadsandloads of BRIGHT IDEAS (ha! duh, it's US.) Like the name of the concert. I mean it IS important aite, cos it's like the NAME? haha.

STAFFROOM (RA)
20th October 2006
7pm at MGS Auditorium
Tickets will be priced at $30 each.

It isn't exactly confirmed though. There may still be a tad bit of changes here and there, but I'll keep you guys updated. So just be there yeah, it's gonna be a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to see the dark and scandalous sides of your teachers you've never and will never ever be able to see again if you miss it!

OOOOOOHHH I'M ALL PSYHED UP FOR IT NOW! CAN'T WAITTT :D

I should stop going on diets. Cos everyone else is doing it tew and it wouldn't be special no more ): I SHALL DO SOMETHING ELSE AND BE SPECIAL.ha! Special Shanise.Oh look its an alliteration! hahaha i laugh at the silliest things sometimes.
~~Anyway, you spoilt it all for me that night.~~

"Cause you wrote my name across your hand."

2006-08-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

She could take it back, she might take it back someday.

~~i'm sorry i broke it.~~
but it really was your fault, you do know that right?

2006-08-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

asdfghjkl;

i just had to do that.

School suckerrr-ed.
Two periods of chemistry with mag sim drained me. Biology test was a killer and I hated it. I got scolded by laoshi for sleeping during her period. POOF ):

After school was fun though. Headed to kap with zhijing for lunch and hannah joined me when she left for aprime followed by eunice and grace. Haha we had sososo much fun laughing at random people.

1) Martian guy who looked like one cos he was wearing headphones with protruding antennas.
2) The whole group of ruggers who looked like mini szukers. Heh
3) Ms Kon Mei Leen's mother. ( Eunice was laughing the whole time)
4) The SHANYA LOOKALIKE! (zomg. They're probably long lost twins.)
5) Suck up waiter.

and there were many others I can't remember for now. haha
Bleah i've got so many assignments to type out, and I forgot to bring my Macbeth book back. How brilliantlygorgeously smart of you shanho. Now back to the books ):
ta!

tags:
cheryl: Woman! I do not need to follow the nutrition pyramid thing. I'm on a peace free, all chocolate diet :)
dawn: hellooo dawnae!You always look good my rockin mummy<3

Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start?
Cos I can't turn to you when it all falls apart.

I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream.

2006-08-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMSIEEE<3

I LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS(: you're like the best thang that ever happened to me even though i can really hate you sometimes for stupid little minute issues, i stil love you ALOT. Thanks for alwayyys being there for me and putting up with all my nonsensical wants and whines.

Lovesyouverymuch, Shanise.

g'night peace<3

2006-08-06T12:58:00.000+08:00

~~What do you do at this very moment when I think of you?~~

I FEEEEEEEEEEL SICKK. UGH

2006-08-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

MANNNNNNN.
I'm starting to like FRIDAYS all at once. All the sensuality and sexual talk during cme, HEEEEEEE howscandalous :) Mrs Cheong can be so funny sometimes. Anyway, we watched I am Sam during english today and it was soooo touching i started crying like mad in class and somehow i just couldn't stop. I tried to hold it back, but it just got WORSE and i sounded asthmatic even, i think. And the movie's really nice go watch it! I AM SAM.

Ohoh and mrs cheong gave me this super longlong list of family service centres to call up and ask if they'll let us help out there for CIP. (Yesyes i know, i'm the CIP rep. hahah) and the first one i'm calling up will definitely be the one at Yewtee. lalala :)

Then it was STINGRAY after school with hannah and eunice at the prata shop again. I'll never grow sick of you, you cute little fish which tastes ever so yummyyyy haha! We were so bloated after that we decided to walk back to kap for exercise, heh. Actually it was more of because hannah wanted to see if qiangsheng was there eh? Hmmm, I wonder how______did for the run. Ohdear, I can just imagine him coming in last or something! Or maybe, just MAYBE, he got attacked by the female monkeys over there cos they thought he was one of them! Hahaha :D

Anyhows, eoys are coming really soon. Less than sixty days, dammit. ): SHANHO STUDY HARD PLEASE! I have to draft up a study schedule soon. Not like I'd stick to it or anything, but it's motivation for me i guess. Heh.

I WANNA WATCH LAKEHOUSE WITH ________(!!)
bah. I really don't want to watch it with Hannah Lee y'know. The whole atmosphere would just be wrong. ):

tags:
eunice: Haha yesyes its Yutaki! ZOMG. It was so funny when we saw him just now. ah just another one of my eyecandies :) Anyway, i love you LAUpok!
ANONYMOUSSE: Here it is! And how'd I know?! They just are i guess. :)

2006-07-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

It's a whole weeeeeek of holidays, baby.
i so have to get my arse out there and go to cathay and catch a movieeee
and not lock myself up at home to rot liek how i did last holidays hoping to cram all the crap in my head which obviously didn't work out. GEEEEEEZ.

ZOMG.

John Tucker must die.
I WANNA WATCH IT SO BADDDDDDD.
but it only comes out next week, dammit.

OOOOOOHLALA

These look really nice tewwww.haha
what can i say? i'm spoilt for choice.
hmm maybe i'll end up watching all of 'em.
uhh wait no.
i'll end up with a HUMONGOUSLY UGLYFIED UNGLAM hole in my pocket. ):

shanhoshanhoshanho.
you will get through this and you know it.
No one is free from troubles or sadness
but it is when you feel totally helpless that you turn to God alone and that we learn to pray sincere prayers.
He uses problems we face to help us get closer to Him.
"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted. He rescues those who are crushed in spirit."

Dear heavenly Father, thank you for causing good to come out of bad according to your purpose.
I LOVE YOU JESUS SOSOSO MUCH :D

andyouwillalwaysbemybestfriend.

2006-07-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

what the helllllllllls going on right now.
seriously, i feel stupid.
no ones willing to thrash things out and talk it over..so what?
This is so efffing annoying.
y'knowiloveyouguysreallysodamnmuch.SCREW THIS LIFE.

You don't understand so why should i care?
I knew it would all end, still the memories run vivid in my mind
I wish i could hear those sounds of laughter
everything falls apart right before my eyes.
And the ghosts of friendship past have faded to nothing.
How poetic the sun shines on a day everything we had was erased.
they say you should remember them the way they were and never cry,
but that's easier said than done.

NAOZHONGS SHOULD DIEEEEEEEEEEEE.

so underneath the shade of this tree, please look me in the eyes and tell me you love me because i need to hear that lie.

2006-07-17T12:59:00.000+08:00

i'm glad i went for dawn's church thing called Oasis or sth.
It was really awesome :D
and i'm so broke from cabbing around everywhere. ugh

ha i shall upload all the random photos we took soon.
ta.

2006-07-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

shan YES JOAKIM, I WILL MARRY YOU AND WE WOULDN'T INVITE ANYONE BECAUSE WE DUN WANT THE PAPPARAZIS TO KNOW. HAHAH said:
we're both in self denial.
hyung ; in a wedding gown <3>HAHA
hyung ; in a wedding gown <3>yeah we kind of are.
shan YES JOAKIM, I WILL MARRY YOU AND WE WOULDN'T INVITE ANYONE BECAUSE WE DUN WANT THE PAPPARAZIS TO KNOW. HAHAH said:
haha but im going to deny that im in self denial.
hyung ; in a wedding gown <3>k good idea :)

I just watched Singapore Idol. Man it was nice.
although i had to kinda mute the teevee, it was nice enuff watching him in motion.
THE MONKEY IN MOTION :D

Isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, and isn't this exactly where you'd like me?

2006-07-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

The only reason i'm blogging now is because theres a frikkin lizard in my toilet obstructing me from bathing.
it sounds retarded but ahwells, i shall blog until the lizzie goes away. haha

Today was the best school day ever man.
_______ didn't come to school(!!)
but we had lab though and we did titration(AGAIN).
so once again, i was proven colour blind by mr low.
somehow, i just couldn't differentiate between the blue and green. How queer.
and we just slacked through the whole of chinese cos laoshi went elsewhere.
AND AND we got our bio test back!
ha! what can i say besides, im so proud of you shanise ho.
i got the damn stickerrrrrr :D

after school, eunice grace and i went btp for our PIZZA OUTING.
i ate liek a pig as usual, and we mixed up all the condiments and leftovers to form this eeeeky looking pizza.
Then i felt someone staring from the back, and i realised it was the waiter. haha
we don't pay service charge for nothing yknow. ;)
the whole of lunch was quite emotional teww. as in we really confessed and thrashed so many things out.
and i got to know so much more about grace and lau<3
then the radio started playing

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when i think of you?
And when i'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?
Baby

No matter how i fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you i still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like i'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, i refuse to see
That i keep coming back
And i'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That i still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like i'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Ohhh
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go

Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like i'm right beside you
But still no word from you.

we fought it back.
IT WAS REALLY NICE AND I WOULD LIEK TO DO IT AGAIN. :)

The lizzie should be gone by now eh? haha
YAYYYYEE! now i can go for my nice long bath.
ta.

2006-06-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

I used to obsess over living, now i only obsess over you.

I keep my jealousy close cause it's all mine.
and if you say this makes you happy,
then i'm not the only one lying.
I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake.
i promise i wouldn't tell HER.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.
its just a matter of time until we're all found out.
Can we really go on this way?

I'm in that really asdfghjkl?!?! mood now i don't know why.
i just feel so overwhelmed from everything thats going on right now i guess
studies friends softball.
and you ain't making things any better the way you handle it.

/So, lets get emo baby.

2006-06-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

Training was liek BAH today.
I knew it was gonna be bad when ms chua said "B'div can leave early today and for the rest of the month, but before they do i'll make them suffer!" followed by her oh-so-evil laughter.
but i really didn't expect it to be THAT bad?!
i almost fainted on the grass luh.hahaha

i went home with eunice after training today, and i realised i haven't talked to her proper in ages.
stupaad holidays.
so it was really nice talking to her again and bitching about _______! (i really hate her to the core man.)
I LOVE YOU LAU!<3
we mustmust go to seven eleven and gorge ourselves with loads of nachos and just pig around okay?hahah

oh we just got back our choices for sabbaticals and guess where im going? NEW ZEALAND.
that was my frikkin last choice luh. i think. haha
i wanna go Penang or Vietnam then i can haunt zhijing everyday
but i don't really mind nz actually cos hannah and sonia got it too, and it better be funfunfun :D
hahaha im so contradictive.

IM NOT FEELING SO GOOD TODAY BECAUSE..?
You say hello, inside i'm screaming "I love you".

pretty boy, you're my eyecandy ;)

2006-06-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

sigh, today was such a mixed up day.
GOOD and BAD stuff happened :/

First, i had to go for chinese remedial at nine in the morning
and i almost died trying to wake up man.haha
after that i went with jing to junction eight to watch JUST MY LUCK
its not as bad a movie i thought it would be, like some chick flick or anything.
It actually made sense and was quite romantic.hahah
but we were so broke after buying the tickets we had to share a bowl of beef noodles for lunch
how pathetic.
I REALLY WANNA GO WATCH SHES THE MAN! ): anyone?poof.

After that we met adele, and she had her baguettes as usual. hahha
we gossiped about stuff, laughed damn alot and kept banging the table till it almost fell apart :)
LIM ZHI JING WAS SUCH AN ASS LUH.hahaha
she stole my phone while i went coffee bean to buy my ice blended mocha.STEWPETE!wahahaha
revenge is saweet! ;)

THOSE WERE GOOD THINGS.
and as for the bad stuff, i don't really wanna mention so yeah.

and as the clock strikes twelve,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUTH CHOE!<3
i've known you since sec one my dear,
and no matter waht sick jokes you tell me, you still rock my socks.
and thanks for inviting me to your party even though i don't think i can make it :D
I LOVE YOU HOTSTUFF!

2006-05-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

oh drats
i miss obs so much already
especially fat nat! ):
BAH

im too tired to type out everything out
so i'll let the photos do the talking instead :)
ta

hannah pam wen and me on the bus

cheryl sa eunice hannah me and grace

Hannie and me

Can you spot the peace? ;)

US again! <3

take me awayyy.

me wen and hannah

me and hannie!

hannie and me!

chow hannah me wen :)

my barbie plaster :D

The bell!

i like this one(:

Hannie me and wen

Calories were burnt
vocal cords were strained
and friendships were forged
OVERALL, IT WAS A RALEIGH RALEIGH GOOD EXPERIENCE :D

2006-05-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

Two princes wages the battle for eternity,
but the victor has been known from the start.

I HOPE CHERYL WILL BE HAPPY FOREVER
Actually i find myself like her in many ways.
They've both won us over and we just fall head over feet
loved them for all that they were
but they just set us up to take the fall.
and in case you didn't realise,
You are the bearer of unconditional things.
but it doesn't matter anymore
cos we'll always be there for each other my dear<3
and i just wanna say that
sometimes when i raise my voice it doesn't mean i'm irritated
i was just trying to keep your hopes low so the fall wouldn't be as bad.
You've given every moment you had
and still you could never seem to keep up with him
so why torture yourself this way?
You know you'll be better off without him when he's gone
just keep moving on
show him you're gonna be better than you've ever been before.

Yes it was a love to die for
The monster that you are never scared me
I dared you to dare me
and now you're permanently scarred
Well i'm through with you
Treating me like you do
My heart belongs to someone else now
And I'm a fairy, I sparkle,
look at my eyes, i'm in love
Are You Jealous?
Don't make me your enemy
Well I'm just about as happy as I can be
His love is like a waterfall
Wet and bare like nothing all over me
Pure heaven and he buys me flowers
They don't wilt
He tells me I'm a princess, he's the best, i'm in love.
You never thought i'd leave
Never thought i'd leave those heavy arms around my neck
so watch me go and look at me
Tell me how do you feel when you look into my eyes?

2006-05-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to say, i think of you each day
and in my loneliness, i don't know what is best
maybe i might pretend, i'm going round the bend
And many a lot will heal on the ferris wheel
come, i'll take you for a ride and sit with you inside.

You know
i really hate you for leaving me without a word
but i dunno why im still wishing you're doing fine
cos i'm not doing so good without you
the things i thought you'd never know about me
were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all this time
i guess i only see the truth through all this fear of living without you
and everything i have in this world
and all that i'll ever be
it could all fall down around me
just as long as I have you right here with me.
I REALLY HOPE YOU'RE DOING FINE.
AND I'M SORRY I CAN'T ALWAYS FIND THE WORDS TO SAY.

2006-04-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

i was sure by now
that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away
stepped in and saved the day
but once again, i say "Amen",
and it's still raining

as the thunder rolls
i barely hear You whisper through the rain"I'm With You"
and as Your mercy falls
i raise my hand and praise the God who gives and takes away.
i'll praise You in this storm
and i'll lift my hands

You are who You are
no matter where i am
every tear i've cried
You hold in Your hand
You've never left my side
and though my heart is torn
i'll praise You in the storm.

i guess i'm in that position where all i can do is hope,
and possibly pray for whatever comes comes.
no matter how big the hole in the heart is
or no matter how hard the pain i feel is.

TODAY WAS SUCH A BORING DAY ):
there are soo many new movies i wanna watch and i need to revamp my wardrobe desperately
but i'm seriously so broke i can't even afford to go out. rawhrr

2006-04-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

IT WAS A KILLER.
i didn't come online for the past four days to mug for history and a math
just to know im gonna fail both now. ):
Bah

oh i had my five items today with jing
we completed everything in less than ten minutes .
stupid ______
just because he had to rush for some other appointment
he didn't allow us to try again
i missed A for broad jump by three cm
and A for sit and reach by ONE cm
he was just rushing us through the whole thing luh
we didn't even have time to catch our breaths.UGH
and my pull-ups pulled me down so badly.
no gold for me this year.
unless hopefully i can get mr ong to let me retake it :)

guthrie house with adele and jing after that
me and adele were trying so hard to convince jing to give us a treat
but she was just not on one of her generous sprees then
so we just had to resort to it
we stole ten bucks from her change and spent it all on food
she didnt even realise! -shhh
AHAHAHAHA
then we started destructing jings food
added ice cream and water to her chicken pie
she got so disgusted she just threw everything away
me and adele were just laughing away
see, I TRAINED MY ABS :D

After awhile, we got hungry again and felt like eating xiaolongbao
so we drew up a treaty on tissue paper that says jing must us to xiaolongbao
if not she'd be stuck with HURHUR forever :)
but she refused to sign it
cos she said she wanted to be like Hitler and tear the treaty of xiaolongbao.Haha
and she literally tore it
so i had to rewrite it like four times before i finally gave up and forged her signature.
Then cheryl came and joined in the fun for awhile
before everyone left
adele went grocery shopping with her mummy :)

I slept like a pig for two hours when i reached home
almost missed dream chasers
but thank god it was only the first five minutes of it
that show never fails to make me cry man ): BAH
now i have to wait for another week to watch it again.
Cheryl and sa are like bugging me to join in the conference
but i shall be a good girl and go do my work now :)
PEACE OUT!

You told me that you loved me, I started tearing down those walls.
I really started to trust you but you set me up to take the fall.

2006-04-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

I just came back from Dance night and my backs aching like shit thanks to Dawn.
her big ass covered almost the whole seat and i almost fell off
until sa's mum offered to share with me.HAHA
THANKS AUNTIE! :)

SAAA WAS FRIGGIN HOT TODAY.
it was so easy to spot her man
just had to find the long and skinny thing.
and then there was this part when she kicked her leg up during the dance

Shanise: WAH.I bet Alex fainted already.
Dawn: (Turns around) Aiya, i can't see him.He's too short already.
Shanise: Huh? I can see him what. I think it's just you.
Dawn: -STARES
Shanise: Hahahaha
Dawn: Nevermind, i brought tissue for him in case his nose bleeds or he starts drooling.
Dawn and Shanise: WHAHAHAHA!

after the whole thing ended
he gave her a rose
AND SHE BLUSHED.
AHHHHHH.Hes friggin sweet la.
Bah.
its okay. One day, just one day. It'll happen to me too.
someone would give me flowers
oh man. i dun even think i'd blush
i'll just faint. Hahahahahahaha
then i went over to maplewoods with hannah
and we sat on the bench and talked
until we heard a lizard
so we went to sit by the road till my dad came.

conferenced at night.
im so taken aback by sa and alex's lameness, or maybe even stupidness
they were conferencing at the same place
one was using the house phone and the other was using handphone
until we told them there was such a thing as loudspeaker
both of them went OH YAR.hahahaha
after hannah and alex left, sa started flaunting at me and cheryl non-stop
made us so jealous.
but still, we were happy for her. (:

Hannah: my dear, cheerup okay? Dun let what they say affect you so much. We'll all love you no matter what happens.
Dawn: you abandoned me and hannah you STEWPETE pig! You better buy me the peace shirt as you promised okay.ahahah
SA: saaa! you looked so hot today. and in case you didn't know, you succeeded in making me and cheryl jealous. (:
Cheryl: hey babe! How was Shangrila hotel? I bet you spent the night there with 23 on the 23rd! Dun deny.HAHAHA

2006-04-23T08:50:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I've finally decided to revive my blog.

I dun think it'll last though.

Ohwells, we'll see.Hahah